Don't

(Lyric by rednblue07)

I don't want to feel this
Can't you see this is complicated
Don't make me believe this
Because it's easier being jaded
Don't invite me in, because I like the cold
And I'm wasted on all of the lies I've been told
I don't want to feel this
Because you make it seem too real

And what if I can't, what if it's too much?
What if I'll never be healed enough?
I want to run and hide when you look in my eyes
Please don't try to fix me, just let me die

I don't want to hear it
You see in me what used to be
And I don't want you near it
I can't have that innocence in me
It's better to deny the greatest thing I've ever known
So don't tell me to stay, I just want to be alone
I don't want to feel this
Because you make it seem too real

You're dragging my faith kicking and screaming to the surface
You're hurting me, what did I do to deserve this?
I can't afford to believe that I could
Ever believe in love again